我的小天使

2007-10-28T01:18:00.001+08:00

Sweet Memories

2007-10-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're wait from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They are free

Chorus:
But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

a promise

2007-10-18T11:38:00.000+08:00

Woah.. it's has been a freaking long time since i last blogged about stuffs...

Was seriously sick for the past few days..

Had asthma attack in the morning yesterday.. guess smoke too much.. lol..

Something bothers me quite alot yesteday.. hopefully the person doesn't read my
blog.. =p didn't really want him to know about this though..

Last weekend, went to play bball with 2 guys.. we were chatting about some guys from
haising(my sec sch) which are gd bball players... nv did i realise names that
were mentioned by them were actually NBA players.. only knew the truth like
yesterday..

the thing about this matter is that.. i really thought they were talking about people
from my sch.. and names that were mentioned .. are really people that existed in
my sch. .. was upset for the fact that i was just treated like a laughing tool
to those 2 guys...

One of them asked my why i wrote "iamsuchafool" in my msn nick.. honestly.. i didn't
know if i should say how i truly felt about the matter or should i
just keep quiet and treat it like a normal joke which is obviously hard in these
case... cause honestly la.. where gort ppl 3 days ltr den say "hey, it's just a joke"

knowing that this is a fking small matter to be dealt with.. i still take it quite
personally probably cause already very pek chek that already so ill and yet people come and tell u this

such a fool

2007-09-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

it truly hurts seeing u like this

2007-09-07T02:36:00.001+08:00

Good morning all !!!!

Yawnz!!

Still in the office right now waiting for my boss to come back

it has been such a long time since i last blogged about sth.. lol

was truly busy with work and many rubbish stuffs..
my hols are truly burned
but at least for me.. it was a fruitful hols

Currently working in UrbanCreations as an assistant events
Everyone in the company are very nice..
within 2 weeks i was able to blend and join the big family

true enuff this work is really taxing..
everyday got to work late night shift like now.. lol

okie gtg peeps.. update u guys more when i got the time

Hugs and kisses,
Xue-Er
<3

2007-08-22T18:41:00.001+08:00

-=-work work work-=-

2007-08-13T21:11:00.000+08:00

**Missing you**

2007-08-05T11:21:00.000+08:00

ben is an idiot

2007-07-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

High School Musical -
When there was Me n You

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true

Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

it sounded like how i'm feeling now.. lol =)

2007-07-11T13:36:00.000+08:00

CIBM!!!! Finally handed in !

omg can .. zzzz... we started doing it since yesterday and it was only until tis morning that we managed to compile everything together

but another problem arose when we came to DMS to do the printing..

DMS printing machine really suck to the
core..

1) it will always print white paper on its on

2) always JAMMED !!!

3) FOREVER IN ERROR!!

4) and the list goes on .......

but as i was saying.. there was a problem.. the alignment of the proj was having a little bit of problem and some of the pictures just simply cannot be opened ... was god damn pissed.. wanna use hammer and smash the mac computer as well as the printer.. zzz

in the end, we came out with a smart idea of using the library's com to print and
guess what happen..... THE KIOSK CRASH!

cannot top-up the credit.. sure god must be playing a trick on us..

but fortunately, we still managed ti hand it in.. not on time though.. haiz.. 2 marks will be deducted .. but HACK liao.. lol.. was glad everything was over..

actually other than the project, i was pretty upset too because i threw temper on my proj mates.. did a short reflection and apologised.. luckily they all understanding de.. haha..

THANKS STUNNING 247 =) **HUGS AND KISSES**

2007-07-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

obviously i m a bad blogger.. it has been closed to 3 weeks that i last blogged .. v zai right ...
have been so busy with projects and more projects coming up i guess .. lol

it's SO STRESS!!!!!

hopefully in a 'no life' situation like now.. i could still pull through..
dear 02's if u read my blog.. we jyjy k.. GOD YEAR 3 GONNA BE OVER SOON !!! LOL

2007-06-25T03:39:00.000+08:00

woah finally decided to come bac to blogging again..

life has been rather bored recently.. probably because of all the projects that are coming after me.. haaa but fortunately i recently got to know a few of my pals in audi that was able to clique with me quite well.. in fact very well.. =)

before i move on.. look at the title of the room =.=

tis was like 3.30am in the morning.. when we are still gossiping about stuffs and having ben and myself scolding one another like no ones business

but ben seriously made my day every single day i quarrel with him .. haha

and most importantly my two beloved darlings clairee and babystar.. =)
whom has been accompanying and helping me alot with r/s, with frenz and many other stuffs..

was gratful to have dem around =)

p.s. [for ben] ben ur dead !!!! i'll torture u someday i see u LOL

2007-06-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

love hurts

2007-06-19T16:27:00.001+08:00

hi guys.. sorry for not updating.. nuthing spicy in my life right now.. lol.. too busy with stuffss.. it's simply MADNESS.. will try to update soon especially pictures taken on my birthday.. haha.. btw got to introduce u guys my new bf... MY MOST BELOVED.................

i really love her.. LOL.. <3 mei mei

2007-06-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

Pierced

2007-06-08T17:20:00.000+08:00

today's my birthday.. lol.. it seemed to be sth that i should be happy about.. but seriously was in pain like the whole day..

besides the fact that i wasn't feeling well.. sth else happened that upset me really alot and was affecting my mood for the day..

perhaps i deserve it..

oops got to wash up le.. was caught in the rain =.= tas~!

2007-06-03T22:50:00.000+08:00

Royston Tan - Cut (part 2)

guess my classmates are familiar wiz tis =p enjoy for those who have not watched b4 =)

2007-06-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

200 pounds beauty - byul (i think i love you)

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

this song is really nice =) hope u guys like it ..

2007-05-23T00:22:00.000+08:00

Okie let me tell u this.. DRIVING IS FREAKING SCARY

1. i almost bang the car the infront of me
2. i almost hit the kurb
3. My car went dead like 5 times
4. My grandfather was really FIERCE

my leg went waggling around right after i got off the car.. after 2 hrs of lesson of clutching and accelerating and braking..

and i think my grandfather look too highly on me .. as i drove like 3rd gear on the first freaking experience of driving.. and he even tout me how to u-turn which i still couldn't get it until now

will be having on thurs =( dunno wad accident i might be bringing myself too.. LOL

good luck to me guys

lesson learnt: it's still better to be a passenger =p

2007-05-18T01:41:00.000+08:00

woah.. finally done with my MIA..

yesterday was at dave's house till morning today, 6am..

it was really god-damn exhausted

took a cab back and "BOM!!" went to slp immediately..

really can't resist my bed that much

but was glad to have finished that dumb CA..

btw, somethings that i found out when doing project with sharon.. after 2am...

sharon=dead.. lol

haha.. okie i think i should go sleep now too.. got to wakiee at 7am >.<

nite folks... =)

2007-05-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

okie tiring tiring plus ULTRA tiring..

got to finish up the fking MIA PROJECT.. !!!! it's 1250 WORDS essay can.. sian diao.. seriously don't think i got the time to do it when i'm still stuck with ICM AND GEMS AND i don't know.. lol

tmr gonna stay over at dave's house.. LOL.. GONNA HAVE HAPPY HOUR!! CHIONG FOR ICM!!! really hope i would recover from the zombie looking pair of eyes soon..

YAWN.. tmr driving theory.. gosh guess gonna fail again >.<

wish me luck folks =p

2007-05-08T20:49:00.000+08:00

Eh tis is SUPER funny if u understand .. ENJOY!!!!

2007-04-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JIAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

Went to Topshop today and finally bought my red top.. lol..

And in the evening went to Marina to celebrate my sister (Michelle's bday) at Yuki Yaki..

The food was horrible..

Prawn was not fresh.
My favourite waffer was no where to be seen.
Salmon wasn't served-was pretty upset about it cause that's my fav.. gosh!! =(

But think my sis had enjoyed it.. because her best friend was around - Yu si.. ONE thing about YuSi that i don't like.. she don't eat seafood and WHY THE FK didn't she say... we spent like 20+++ on her and i guess she only eats about $2.. LOL..

okie stop being so bad angela.. haha

Dunno wad stupid face is this...

Kenna all the ice-cream on the face.. pretty funny though..

2007-04-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

Today went out with my kaki's again to celebrate Choon Fu's b'day..

First went Taka to eat Pepper's lunch.. the beef was nice but think the portion wasn't enuff for all of us.. lol.. cause everyone eat until
"gan gan jing jing"

Ltr on we went to Sempang to have roti prata.. Gave Choon Fu a surprised cake but hor too bad it wasn't after 12am >.<

Lame joke 1:

Me: Eh next tuesday wanna go out? it's labour's day

ChoonFu: OMG, it's me and daphne's day.. it's LAMERS DAY!!!

Lame joke 2:

Xuefang: Jieying u got stitches ah?
Crystal: never mind let's call Lilo to come
(PS. Lilo and the stitch)

Lame joke 3:

We're heading to the Crystal Jades Bakery
Daphne: Eh Crystal u go der got special discount >.<

2007-04-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

Today is me and feng de 10 month anniversary..
Lol.. went to chomp chomp and ate great food..

I tell u the cup is FKING BIG!!!!
He thought the uncle only sell small cup de >.<

The chicken wing is yummy yummy..

The stingray and crayfish is marvelous but THE CHILLI IS DAMN HOT TOO!!!
But it's really nice.. i couldn't finish the rice and gave half to him.. lol

Last but not least the desert.. it's my first time eating it but it was yummy =)
The "dou hua" with the "tangyuan" OMG!!

Dessert : Ya-Mu-Ling (MUST TRY)

Really enjoyed myself today =)

2007-04-23T01:29:00.001+08:00

I LOVE THIS MAN!!!!

2007-04-22T01:48:00.000+08:00

Xiao Xin's mother trying to speak English =.=

Seriously Shina-Chan is my favourite cartoon.. lol.. he is so cute!!!

2007-04-22T01:33:00.000+08:00

I like this.. lol.. it's god damn funny!!
The Muar Rapper!!!

2007-04-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

Jennifer Lopez- NoMeAmes

Dime porque lloras
De felicidad
Y porque te ahogas
Por la soledad
Di porque me tomas
Fuerte asi, mis manos
Y tus pensamientos
Te van llevando
Yo te querio tanto
Y porque sera
Loco testarudo
No lo dudes mas
Aunque en el futuro
Haya un muro enorme
Yo no tengo miedo

Quiero enamorarme
No me ames, porque pienses
Que parezco diferente
Tu no pienses ques es lo justo
Ver pasar el tiempo juntos
No me ames, que comprendo
La mentira que seria
Si tu amor merezco
No me ames, quedate otra dia
No me ames, porque estoy perdido
Porque cambie el mundo, porques es el destino
Porque no se puede, somos un espejo
Y tu asi serias lo que yo de me reflejo
No me ames, para estar muriendo
Dentro de una guerra llena de arrepentimientos
No me ames, para estar en tierra, quiero alzar el vuelvo
Con tu gran amor por el azul del cielo
No se que decirte, esa la verdad

Si la gente quiere, sabe lastimar
Tu y yo partiremos
ellos no se mueven
Pero en este cielo sola no me dejes
No me dejes, no me dejes
No me eschuches, si te digo "no me ames"
No me dejes, no desarmes
Mi corazon con ese "no me ames"
No me ames, to lo ruego
Mi amargura dejame
Sabes bien, que no puedo
Que es inutil, que siempre te amare
No me ames, pues te hare sufrir
Con este corazon que se ileno de mil inviernos
No me ames para asi olvidarte de tus dias grises
Quiero que me ames solo por amarme
No me ames, tu y yo volaremos
Uno con el otro y seguiremos siempre juntos
Este amor es como el sol que sale tras de la tormenta
Com dos cometas en la misma estela
No me ames......

P.S. Though the song doesn't make any sense to me at all.. but i really love it.. lolx

2007-04-18T23:00:00.000+08:00

Just wanna show you guys sth that Crystal bought for me when she was in HongKong having her ITP >.< the hair clip really is gorgeous =)

2007-04-17T02:43:00.000+08:00

Lesson learnt today:

"Please clear up your own shit when u created it"

2007-04-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

Today was a rather bad day for me.. bad for 2 reasons..

Story 1:

My 2 GREAT buddies going ns tmr.. though a bit excited as they're gonna have their "botak" haircut but a bit sad cause we wouldn't be spending as much time together as before.. looking at Ron's back view just now.. sadness overwhelmed me.. knowing that he wasn't really himself but i couldn't do anything to cheer him up..

but i will pray for dem to be well.. and to persevere on.. JIAYOU guys!!!

Story 2:

okay, actually i think it wasn't appropriate for me to share this story in my blog as it is related to people who reads it.. but who cares isn't it.. IT'S MY BLOG.... so i'm not going to care about how they feel or how they are going to comment on the following issue.. of course i wouldn't mention any names.. but for sure u noe who u r..

i'll put a stop to the boring introductory and get it straight to the point.. I HATE BACKSTABBERS!!! (so pls STAY AWAY from me... as far as u could) how do u feel if ur the one being backstabbed? feeling pissed? annoyed? angry? or wadeva adjective that u gonna associate with anger..

someone that i trusted so much in school turned out to be a damn shit!! i think u noe wad i mean.. i trust her and tell her my problems of depression that i once had .. i told her about my family.. i told her practically anything that i felt about my classmates.. about anything under the sun.. but guess wad she said,

"get mad at me for all u want, i wouldn't blame you" cause
"i gonna backstab u"

first thing that came across my mind, was it a joke of the day? or sth. but seriously at this point in time i wouldn't care much.. cause at least i know one thing for sure.. wad u do to others.. u will also get the same "blessing" in future.. so let's give thanks to ppl who hurts u from the beginning and put a full stop to the relationship before it got worst..

2007-04-11T12:32:00.000+08:00

Was very sick yesterday .. was having my dayima and diagnosed with FOOD POISONING!!!
omfg lor..
diarrhoea and more diarrhoea ..
cry sia and fever was 38.7 =p

Fortunately i'm feeling alot better today.. hope i can recover by tmr cause tmr is Ron's n Ben's farewell dinner.. they're going ns le .. *sob sob* gonna miss dem soooo

2007-04-09T23:30:00.000+08:00

Met up with fiona, sharon and jiaying today.. and we went to Cafe Cartel for dinner.. Guess what we only ordered 2 dishes for 4 person >.<

LOL

cause Jiaying was sick and was coughing like hell ,
Sharon got to eat her dinner at home,
Fiona practically loves the bread der and more than half the time she is eating bread..
haha and
as for me i simply got no appetite cause my dayima came to visit me!!!!

We ordered Chicken Salad and the St.Louis Pork Rib.. and it was really delicious =)

But it don't really look appetising to me in the picture >.<

Below are some snapshots taken by Jiaying.. lol rather funny though.. dunno what the both(fiona and sharon) are doing =p

2007-04-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

omg tis a few days i have been spending alot man.. oh man.. got to start saving again.. bought a polo stripe shirt today from "FF" and yesterday bought another sleeveless top from TopShop.. OMG..

SAVE MEEEEEEE!!!!!!

2007-04-01T01:02:00.000+08:00

Seriously feeling depressed today..

dun really wanna talk about it.. hai.. sry

Sick

2007-03-29T12:38:00.000+08:00

Feeling so bad right now.. was sick since last Saturday.. and now still coughing like hell.. AND NO MORE VOICE!!! hai hope i recover soon..

Ron BirthDay Party

2007-03-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

Okie all these photos were taken on 27 March 2007!!!!
On our dear boy
Ron bday!!
Ta shi shuai de lor..
haha..
that is also y his picture i also put big big >.<

Basically we went to Kenny Rogers at Marina for dinner.. suppose to meet up at 630 but of course it started almost at 8 >.< ..
The honey rib is DAMN NICE!!!
the muffin is fantastic too..
After dinner we headed to a nearby Hong Kong Cafe to chit-chat..
it was a whole lot of fun n laughter..
we were feeling the cafe with our noises and nobody elses.. =)
Following are some pics took at the Cafe.........

ChoonFu n Daphne
Guess Choonfu must be asking sth stupid
Just simply look at the look on Dap's face.. ahaha

Poor Ron maybe not very willing.. haha
Just Kidding Nia
Hope JieYing doesn't see this or i'm dead

These is the 3 heavenly kings in hscs..
too bad bryan wasn't around =( Stuck in NS
if not they'll make 4
But somehow from the above pic, ben looks like monkey to me ROAR!!!

This is the "bday brownie" specially baked for Ron.
jieying dap n xuefang really tried very hard man

But hor this brownie hor..
look abit black on the surface lor..
no.... not abit it IS BLACK LOR!!

it's quite tough too =p

Look at tis .. it's totally black

the straw with the brownie!!!
it blend in perfectly.. lol
i was laughing like hell at that time.. damn funny la

and btw.. the brownie taste like mooncake but seriously it was great effort from the 3 girls.. i was sick that day when they baked it.. Haizz...

After Hong Kong Cafe and jieying foot the bill
(she treat us lor.. v nice hor.. =p)
we went to a bridge somewhere around esplanade
The place is beautiful.. =)

Beautiful night with beautiful people

Those nice legs hor ( 1 2 3 4 5 6 7) mmmm..

7 people 1 multi-star..

hai i really miss it.. =) it was truly enjoyable..
and after viewing these..
i realise i didn't have xuefang's pic in my fone.. =(
Hopefully she send it to me soon ..
cause i gonna post more interesting things that happened that day =)

Cheers to everlasting friendships
These are what friends are for!

2007-03-27T17:37:00.000+08:00

Just took it before i go out with Xuefang n company.. LOL.. of course i got nuthing to do at that time.. was talking with my dar n ROAR HE SAY I LOOK LIKE GHOST!!!

eh okie going out le.. tata.. really looking forward to see those bunch of best fwens..

LASTLY,

Happy Birthday Ron!!!

My fruit of Labour from atrirm =)

2007-03-26T11:21:00.000+08:00

Guess how much all these cost.. lol.. it might scare u if u know the figure.. this 4 characters in the Pooh's story cost about $1200.. WOW!!! lol..

To redeem these items u gotto collect 15 stamps from guardian and each stamp; u got to spend $20.. Kk but of course i nv spend so muchh la.. lol siao

All these is my dar xchange for me de.. so sweet hor.. Love u dear !!

Winne the Pooh
(Gosh my Favourite!! Muackz. So cute hor)

Eeyore also v cute. look at the blur face

Mischievous Tigger

Innocent Piglet

2007-03-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

My Valetine-Martina Mcbride

If there were no words

No way to speak

I would still hear you If there were no tears

No way to feel inside

I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refuse to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart

Until the end of time

You're all i need

My love, my valentine All of my life

I have been waiting for

All you give to me

You've opened my eyes

And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

In my dreams i couldnt love you more

I will give you my heart

Until the end of time

You're all i need

My love, my valentine La da da

Da da da da And even if the sun refuse to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart

Until the end of time

Cuz all i need

Is you, my valentine You're all i need

My love, my valentine

2007-03-25T19:53:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog le.. recently busy with atrium selling Amino Coallagen at Tampines Mall.. was supposed to work from 19-25th march de but i only work till saturday cause the sales was too good >.< SICK SICK N MORE SICK!!!!

went to doctor tis morning and was diagnosed with throat infection.. hopefully i'll be fine tomorrow so that i would be able to join my Sec sch frenz for outing on Tuesday.. miss dem sooo much..

my last outing wiz dem i think was during the trip to Ben's competition @ zouk.. as for Choon Fu and Ron.. it has been donkey years that i last saw dem =.= wonder how they look like now.. was also hoping so see these pretty boys with "botak" hair lol

PopEyeeee Time!!!

2007-03-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

Tis is the only outlet in Singapore wor n it is YUMMY!!! Feel that it is better den KFC and it's biscuit is OMFG!! u noe wad i mean lol Didn't get to take the meals cause when i decided to put tis event on my blog i have already finished up my course..

But let's look at how dirty we are after finishing the food.

And my blur blur feng trying hard to figure out what i was doing wiz my handphone n TADAAA!! i took his pic SNAP..

So cute hor.. lol really enjoyed my dinner but it also means i got to burn more fats now.. ROAR!!!

2007-03-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

Omg my bloggy is finally done.. Yahoooooo!!! hope u guys like the song too ^^ muackz guyz~~

2007-03-16T01:35:00.000+08:00

okie for once with the encouragement from my favourite darling ting ting i gonna start blogging again.. omfg i didn't realise this is the dunno how many times i have restart a blog.. lol.. hopefully will be consistent if not, there would be many souls out der hunting n bugging me for updates.. ^^ cheers to all who gonna read my blog mauckz!!~~